Falling like a brick

So as I mentioned in my last post, I've gotten back onto the so-called dating horse. Can I even refer to it like that? I wouldn't know, but I'm doing it anyway.
So yes I have begun dating this guy. I'm not going to say his name simply because I'd like that to stay private, I'm sure you'd understand. Anyway I've known him exactly 2 months now.

So I 'met' him on tinder. You're probably familiar with it but it's an app with which you can 'match' yourself up with someone with the same interests or maybe simply because you like his or her pictures. I'm not really into those things cause most people don't take it seriously and are just after sex but my classmates persuaded me to install the app.

For a while nothing much came out of it. In total I had been talking to 4 guys in total that in a way piqued my interest. One of them is the guy I'm seeing. Slowly but surely the other guys never replied anymore, and what can you do then but move on? So that is what I did.

That was until I had 2,5 hours in-between classes and I started 'matching' again. I ran into his profile and was lucky because he lived pretty close. He was working at the time but still managed to reply frequently enough. Immediately we had a topic, our mutual interests.

We started talking more and at some point we decided to meet in person.
What can I say? I loved every minute of it. He made me smile just as much as he did through WhatsApp and that is most definitely a plus.

Now there is this thing that is standing in our way, in a way. He has this ex-girlfriend and they hadn't been broken up too long before he started talking to me. That shouldn't be too much of an issue but so far it has become one. She broke his heart and he says he's not ready for anything steady yet. Though he is only looking for something serious though, but yes, he's not looking for anything right now. Can you see my problem yet??

Over the past couple of weeks I've been spending some quality time with him and slowly but surely I've started to fall for him. I can't help it. It's driving me insane though because I know that he's not ready to commit, and I am. I just don't know how to deal with it.

I've been driving myself insane. Sometimes I just think that he's not interested in me in that way, but then when he's talking I get my hopes up and start thinking.... maybe?
Time will tell but it sure is annoying knowing that he's already impacting my life in such a way that I can't help but think about him when thinking about a future. God i'm falling hard.